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Wow, this past week went by so fast! February always does, though. Tonight we are having our annual joint birthday party where we play lazer tag and bowl with friends. Definitely one of my favorite nights of the year. Tomorrow, I get to sleep in, eat kolaches for breakfast, go ride a little train with my family, eat Melting Pot for dinner, then go to a movie. Sounds like a pretty much perfect day, I'd say!

Most importantly, we are now entertaining the idea of adding a dog to our family. Here's what we have so far: definitely get the dog from a shelter, definitely needs to be past puppy stage, would like them to be house trained, and of course- has to be good with babies. We're going to a local shelter this afternoon to meet a dog we saw online and fell in love with. I guess we'll seeeeeeeeeeee? Exciting!!!

Tomorrow is my birthday. 24 years old. Hello!



Friday pictures! )
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On Taylor's upcoming EP, he wrote a song for us to sing to each other. I will cherish it always.

Hold My Head Above the Water

(i am not a real singer but i am proud of what i bring to the song and i love that harper will listen to this one day and hear her parents singing a love song to each other)

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Taylor was in a neighboring town all week, training for a promotion, so our house was pretty lonely in the night time hours. Wednesday night, he drove home so that we could celebrate his birthday and I presented him with a book that I had made of pictures of Harper and I holding up signs with reasons why we loved him. As he opened it up, he said, "THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I AM DOING FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY!". Like, exactly. Even printed the book at the same place. I guess we can't deny that we think alike! I also think it's hilarious that Harper was trotted around by both of us and made to pose in pictures. La la la life!



Friday round up! )

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I think I might try to post recent pictures on here every Friday. We'll see how long this lasts.



Hellooooooooooo! )

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1. I am freaking in love with my husband, freaking freaking frick. It still blows my mind that I met him for the first time when I was 15 years old. I know that no relationship is perfect but I would be hard-pressed to think of ways that our marriage could be any better. He makes me laugh and appreciate every day.

2. Harper.. AMAZING. She's almost 9 months old and delights me every day with her ever-growing personality. She is always moving, always making crazy noises, and always smiling. Before she was physically capable of smiling, Taylor worried that we wouldn't have a happy baby. Well, he was way off the mark because she is pretty much a joy to be around all the time. We lucked out big time with that one.

3. TEXTURES ON PICTURES. Ugh. I hate trends in wedding photography because I know that in ten years, the people that paid top dollar to have stupid ugly textures laid across their pictures are going to really regret their decision. It's a trend that I will never understand. Why on earth do you want to make it look like there are scratches all across a picture of a beautiful bride? No thank you.

4. I am constantly trying to find my voice as a photographer. I had a client meeting the other day where the bride told me about a picture she loved of mine and as she got more excited, explaining the picture, she said, "It just made me want to go outside and get married!" YES. I wish that all of my pictures did this but it's a never ending process of learning and growing. It just makes me happy that I have at least one picture that accomplishes it's goal of making the viewer feel the moment.


HELLO.
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If you are still here, reading these words, TELL ME ABOUT IT.

I am considering being back alive here. It's not like I have enough places on the internet to visit.

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Sometimes, it's scary to be inspired. My brain can comprehend wanting to be better, reaching for more, aspiring to be, but my brain can not comprehend how to actually get to those places. I think it's awesome to always want more but I also think it's awesome to appreciate how far you've come and love what you are making in the process; things that are hard for me to do all at one time. I know I'm not where I was two years ago, even a year ago, but I'm nowhere near where I want to be. Looking at images that make me feel alive and like I know these strangers.. I want to take those pictures! How do I do it! Reaching reaching reaching reaching.
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I AM STILL ALIVE.
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This is what I find every time I go get Harper out of her crib:

Untitled from Leah Muse on Vimeo.



Yes, life is good!
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GEEZ, LIFE IS GOOD.

Celebrated 6 year dating anniversary/3 year marriage anniversary with Taylor last night. Dropped OUR BABY (still weird) off at friends and went out to dinner and a movie. I've been wanting to cry every time I think about how much I love Taylor, lately. I just think about how much he means to me and what he's done for me and I explode with weepy goodness. Anyways,

being a stay at home, working full time photographer/mom is crazy. I am still not adjusted but getting better at it every day. Harper is changing so fast and I love love love it. Robin told me that she looks like a 50/50 perfect mixture of Taylor and I and that makes me happy. I can't wait to see what she looks like as a person and not just a baby (babies all look real similar, you know). I've caught her smiling a few times now and it is the best thing I've ever seen in my life.

Taylor has taken to being a dad exactly how I thought he would- perfectly. It's amazing watching him. I am taking to being a mom better than my wildest expectations- it just all makes sense and feels right. I love our family.

Mush, mush, mush.

Also, I had no idea how freaking cute baby sneezes are.

Untitled from Leah Muse on Vimeo.

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